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Aug. 16th, 2011

Oh Crap

Writer's Block: Get in my belly

What is your mother’s specialty dish? In other words, what food makes you salivate at the thought of it?

Enchiladas. Oh my God, dude they're SO good.

Sep. 25th, 2010

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Yay! And Booo...


Ok. So my new baby finally got delivered a few days ago. She was not cheap.

At all. Unlike me lol.

But! She was so worth it. (pets keyboard) She streams video like 20 times better than CiCi did, no glitches at all. And she runs quiet, like seriously. Plus, all of the games I play obsessivly? Run so well. Even Sims. And so (bum-bum-bum), I have decided (da-da), that I shall name her (ba-da-da-da!) Lola! For she is awesome! And I love her.

But sadly the coming of a new computer has not returned my muse. At this point it has been going on two years since I've sucessfully written anything. And by sucessfully I mean more than one paragraph.

ONE paragraph. Aparently my limit. For the record? This sucks, and upsets me greatly. I miss writing. Now, it's always been painstaking work (for me anyway) rifling through everything you know trying to find just the right words. Trying to figure out why that suddenly sounds wierd now that you've written it down (or typed it out, whatever)

And then when you're done, reading it over and then deciding to change about half of it until you deem it fit for anyone else to read. It was always a pain in the ass, but once it was done and you have a finished product in front of you... you really feel like you accomplished something wonderful. At least I did.

I miss writing. At this point I'd give almost anything to be able to write the way I want to. I'm getting all depressed about it.

But still  Lola = Awesome. So that's, well... awesome, heh.

Sep. 2nd, 2010

Oh Crap

GAAAHHHH!!!!

Ok. I just had a small ( meaning it lasted less than 45 minutes) panic attack.

I just bought a computer.

Every other computer I've had was given to me. Free. No payola.

And now I've just spent more on a tower than I've spent on my whole living room.

Including the tv.

Which was free.

And, WOW I'm really cheap.

Huh... somehow saying that helped.

Heh heh
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Aug. 18th, 2010

Oh Crap

Writer's Block: Living the dream

What is your ultimate dream job? Do you think you'll ever live the dream?

I would love to rehab old houses. It's just a shame how many old places end up falling apart because noone cares to save them. Either that or they're unwilling to turn it into something else.

There are so many big houses in my area that are un-lived in because no-one around here can handle all that space. But there's this one house in particular that would make an amazing triplex. But instead it's just this huge monster of a house because they don't have the money to renovate.

I don't know if I'll ever do it, but I seem to have a knack for planning out the best way to divide up a space. It's mostly a money concern, but there's a good bit of lack of practical experience thrown in there too. So IDK

Jul. 17th, 2010

Oh Crap

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My computer died. My baby.

There is no possible resurrection. It's over.

Now I need to save up money to get a new one. My baby's dead. Gone. With everything she had on her. At least 10 stories that I honestly would probably never get around to finishing. But they're mine. I can dream that the muse will come back if I want to!

Music, pictures, all gone.

It's actually a little disturbing how genuinely sad I am over the death of what is basically an electronic appliance. Her name was CiCi. I want her back.

Now I'm at the library until I can save up a few hundred bucks for a new one. This Sucks.